Lloyd Graeme Hickson

1964 - 2004
LocationMalaga Spain
Age40 years
Cause of DeathOrgan Failure
Date of Birth23/08/1964
Date of Death06/12/2004
Visitors17,499 since 18/09/2008
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I AM LLOYDS MOM I LOST MY SON AFTER A LONG BATTLE WITH ALCOHOL A DISESE THAT IS SADLY NOT RECOGNISED
HE WAS SO MUCH LOVED BY HIS FAMILY,SISTER JULIE BROTHER ANDY SONS LUKE RYAN AND DAUGHTER PORTIA JOSE
MY HUSBAND NEPHEWS CODY BEN NIECES KELLY AND STACEY IN FACT THE WHOLE OF A LARGE FAMILY AND MANY
FRIENDS.THE DOCTORS IN THE COSTA DEL SOL HOSPITAL BATTLED TO SAVE HIM FOR US,THANK YOU SO MUCH.HOW
WE ARE ALL GOING TO LIVE WITHOUT LLOYD I DONT KNOW WE MISS AND LOVE YOU SON MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY
YOU ARE IN OUR HEARTS FOR EVER UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN LOVE MOMXXXXXXXX
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❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷMY HEART HURTS SO BAD........

I WISH SO MUCH MY HEART DID NOT HURT SO BAD
I WANT TO SMILE FOR OTHERS BUT I FEEL SO SAD
IT IS SO HARD WITHOUT YOU STANDING BY MY SIDE
HEARTBREAK IS SOME THING THAT I FIND SO HARD TO HIDE

GIVE ME TIME ONE DAY I HOPE I WILL SMILE AGAIN
ALTHOUGH THIS DOES NOT STOP ME FEELING THIS PAIN
THE TEARS THAT I CRY ARE FROM MY HEART
MY DARLING WHY ARE WE SO VERY FAR APART

TIME WILL NEVER HEAL THE PAIN THAT I FEEL
LOSING MY CHILD STILL FEELS SO UNREAL
I AM HALF THE PERSON THAT I USED TO BE
I HAVE TO TRY AND HIDE IT SO OTHERS CANNOT SEE

THIS FEELING IS SO HARD TO TRY TO EXPRESS TO ANYONE
DO THEY EVEN UNDERSTAND THAT MY CHILD HAS GONE
I CANNOT MOVE ON FOR ME TIME STOOD SO STILL WITHOUT YOU
I FEEL SO LOST AND ALL ALONE I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO.........
copyright� Rosalind Roberts 2/11/09


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WHY DID MY SON HAVE TO BE TAKEN SO FAR AWAY...

WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME AND GO SO FAR AWAY
THERE ARE STILL SO MANY THINGS THAT I NEED TO SAY
CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW? CAN YOU UNDERSTAND MY PAIN
DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL KNOWING THAT I WILL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN

I FEEL SO ANGRY AND SAD ALL ROLLED INTO ONE
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY SON BUT YOU HAVE GONE
INTO ANOTHER WORLD THAT I HOPE I WILL SEE ONE DAY
MAYBE THEN I WILL BE ABLE TO SAY THE WORDS THAT I NEED TO SAY

WHILE I SIT HERE I AM CRYING SO DEEP INSIDE
I JUST WANT TO CRAWL INTO SOME KIND OF HOLE WITH ALL THE TEARS I HAVE CRIED
NOTHING I DO CAN EVER EASE JUST HOW I FEEL
I SO HARD TO DISCRIBE I WISH IT WAS'NT REAL

I STILL TURN AROUND AND WAIT FOR YOU TO WALK INTO MY DOOR
BUT THE TRUTH IS SIMPLE YOUR NOT HERE ANYMORE
THE KNOT IN MY GUTS WILL NEVER GO AWAY
IT LIVES INSIDE EVER SINGLE DAY

YOU WERE TAKEN FROM WAY BEFOR YOUR TIME
YOUR HEARTBEAT STOPPED WHEN IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN MINE
I FEEL LIKE PART OF MYSELF IS DYING MORE EACH DAY
WHY DID MY SON HAVE TO BE TAKEN SO FAR AWAY?......
copyright Rosalind Roberts 17/11/09

Broken Hearted Mum (Sister) 1 week ago

To My Special Angels
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Do you think?.............

Do you think that I am over it
Better than before
Maybe I've forgotten
Doesn't hurt me anymore?

Do you think that I am doing fine
No tears are shed each day
Get up and just get going
Pain has all but gone away?

Do you think that I am coping
Living life just as you do
If that's what you imagine...
You don't have a single clue.

I cope, I cry, and I deny
I've learned how I must hide
Keep everything within me
Bottled up deep down inside.

I can't be who I was before
I've changed I'm someone new
It happens when you have a loss
You would be different too.

I'm so misunderstood each day
To tired to explain
Not over it, or better
Simply put... I'm not the same.

And will never be because you left me.

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♥═══♥ LOVE SHARON. X ♥═══♥

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It doesn't take a special day
To bring you to my mind
Every day is special to me
You were one of a kind.

I think of you often
Mostly at the night
Where dreams help to soften
A love that felt so right.

I know you'l always be with me
Right till the very end
Until the day we meet again
My heart will never mend.

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(Jayne Roddy)

To You And Your Angel All My Love Sharon & Angel Stacey xxx

Sharon Adopted Sister Of Tracey (Soul Mate) 1 week ago

FROM YOUR ANGEL IN HEAVEN

I see tears fall down your face

When your thoughts have turned to me.

Just know that I’m in heaven,

With my Lord, who’s set me free.



No pain or sadness do I feel,

For God is by my side.

The beauty here in Heaven

Is now where I reside.



I know it’s hard for you to cope

For you can’t feel my touch.

But every moment, I can see

And love you very much.



When you are at your lowest

And feel you can’t go on,

Look towards the heavens

The light will be turned on.



Talk to me, just like you did

On earth when I was there.

You see, I’m not so far away …

Only as far as a prayer.



And when it’s time for you to join

Me up in Heaven above.

It’s then that you will realize,

The Golden Place of love.



For here there is no sadness,

Just everlasting light.

Someday we will be joined again,

When it’s time to take your flight.


~Author~

Ruth Ann Mahaffey

copyright Jan. 2005

Carol Suzanne Shaw 1 week ago

lots of love lloyd

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I'M SENDING A DOVE TO HEAVEN
WITH A PARCEL ON ITS WINGS ♥
BE CAREFUL WHEN YOU OPEN IT
ITS FULL OF BEAUTIFUL THINGS.♥
INSIDE ARE A MILLION KISSES
WRAPPED UP IN A MILLION HUGS ♥
TO SAY HOW MUCH YOUR FAMILY MISS YOU ♥♥
AND SEND YOU All THEIR LOVE

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Theresa Tutt 2 weeks ago

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Love,
Phyllis and Lil Benjamin

Phyllis Frazier Harris (Friend) 2 weeks ago



16TH NOVEMBER 2009

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LOVE ALWAYS JUDE. X X

Jude Swaddle (Friend) 2 weeks ago

❤ 16/11/09 ❤

God will keep you safe ❤
God will show you love ❤
God will hold you in his arms..❤
In heaven up above ❤

God will protect you..❤
God will show you the way ❤
God will look after you..❤
Every single day ❤

God took your hand..❤
'Cos you needed to rest ❤
God took you first..❤
For you were THE BEST ❤

copyright� Jackie Thomas.

Jackie Thomas (Friend) 2 weeks ago

I NEVER SAW YOUR WINGS

How is it that I never saw your wings
when you were here with me?
When you closed your eyes and soared
to the Heavens I could hear the
faint flutter of you wings as you left.
Your body no longer on this side
your spirit here eternally I see your halo shine.
I close my eyes and see the multicolored wings
surround me in my saddest moments and my happiest times.
Son my angel God has given you your assignment
always my son forever my angel.
You fly into my dreams and when I am asleep
I feel your wings brush against my face wiping away
the tears I shed since I can no longer hold
you in my arms but in my heart.
You earned those wings dear son
and you will always be me angel eternal.
by Michele


SORRY FOR THE LACK OF CANDLES LAST FEW DAYS. LOTS HAVE HAPPEN, MY SON CHRISTOPHER 16 WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT. THANK GOD THAT HE'S OK. HE WAS ON HIS WAS TO FOOTBALL PRACTICE AND FELL ASLEEP DRIVING. I KNOW ANTHONY AND HIS GRANDFATHER MUST OF BEEN WATCHING OVER HIM. THANK GOD HE'S OK. ALSO BEEN WORKING ON MY HOUSE. IT MY HUSBANDS GLEN'S BIRTHDAY ON THE 26TH AND TRYING TO MAKE IT SPECIAL FOR HIM. SO SENDING YOU EXTRA LOVE AND (((HUGS))). ALL MY LOVE GLORIA ANTHONY'S MOM XOXO

Gloria Anthony'S Mom (Friend) 2 weeks ago

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Tributes For Week Starting 16th November


FOR MONDAY

Sadly missed along life's way,
Quietly remembered every day,
No longer in our life to share,
But in our hearts you’re always there.

FOR TUESDAY

I sit and wonder every day,
Why the Lord chose to call you away,
I think He saw you needed rest,
He only takes the very best.

FOR WEDNESDAY

Everyday in some small way,
Memories of you come our way,
Though absent, you are always near,
Still missed, loved, always dear.

FOR THURSDAY

Resting where no shadows fall,
In peaceful sleep he awaits us all;
God will link the broken chain,
When one by one we meet again.


FOR FRIDAY

Surrounded by friends
Yet all alone
The one I loved
God has called home

The hugs of friends
Helps ease the pain
And I know my loss
Is my loved one's gain

But tears now flow
Across my face
As I long for just
One more embrace

Then comfort comes
And I see Christ's face
He hugs my loved one
And I feel God's grace.


FOR SATURDAY

Please don't sing sad songs for me,
Forget your grief and fears,
For I am in a perfect place
Away from pain and tears...

It's far away from hunger
And hurt and want and pride,
I have a place in Heaven
With the Master at my side.

My life on earth was very good,
As earthly life can go,
But Paradise is so much more
Than anyone can know..
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My heart is filled with happiness
And sweet rejoicing, too.
To walk with God is perfect peace,
A joy forever new.


FOR SUNDAY

When I come to the end of the day
And the sun has set for me,
I want no rites in a gloom-filled room
Why cry for a soul set free?

Miss me a little, but not too long
And not with your head bowed low.
Remember the love we once shared,
Miss me but let me go.

For this is a journey we all must take
And each must go alone.
It's all a part of the maker's plan,
A step on the road to home.

When you are lonely and sick at heart,
Go to the friends we know,
And bury your sorrows in doing good deeds -
Miss me, but let me go.

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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe (Friend) 2 weeks ago

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Eternal Light
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Heaven

If we could visit heaven,ღ♥ღ
Even for a day,ღ♥ღ
Maybe for a moment,ღ♥ღ
The pain would go away,ღ♥ღ
I'd put my arms around you,ღ♥ღ
And whisper words so true,ღ♥ღ
That living life without you,ღ♥ღ
Is the hardest thing to do.ღ♥ღ
No matter how we spend our days,ღ♥ღ
No matter what we do,ღ♥ღ
No morning dawns or evening falls,ღ♥ღ
When we don't think of you xx.ღ♥ღ
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LOVE ALWAYS
CLARE
x x x

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