Lloyd Graeme Hickson

1964 - 2004
LocationMalaga Spain
Age40 years
Cause of DeathOrgan Failure
Date of Birth23/08/1964
Date of Death06/12/2004
Visitors17,500 since 18/09/2008
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I AM LLOYDS MOM I LOST MY SON AFTER A LONG BATTLE WITH ALCOHOL A DISESE THAT IS SADLY NOT RECOGNISED
HE WAS SO MUCH LOVED BY HIS FAMILY,SISTER JULIE BROTHER ANDY SONS LUKE RYAN AND DAUGHTER PORTIA JOSE
MY HUSBAND NEPHEWS CODY BEN NIECES KELLY AND STACEY IN FACT THE WHOLE OF A LARGE FAMILY AND MANY
FRIENDS.THE DOCTORS IN THE COSTA DEL SOL HOSPITAL BATTLED TO SAVE HIM FOR US,THANK YOU SO MUCH.HOW
WE ARE ALL GOING TO LIVE WITHOUT LLOYD I DONT KNOW WE MISS AND LOVE YOU SON MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY
YOU ARE IN OUR HEARTS FOR EVER UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN LOVE MOMXXXXXXXX
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❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
❤Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷMY HEART HURTS SO BAD........

I WISH SO MUCH MY HEART DID NOT HURT SO BAD
I WANT TO SMILE FOR OTHERS BUT I FEEL SO SAD
IT IS SO HARD WITHOUT YOU STANDING BY MY SIDE
HEARTBREAK IS SOME THING THAT I FIND SO HARD TO HIDE

GIVE ME TIME ONE DAY I HOPE I WILL SMILE AGAIN
ALTHOUGH THIS DOES NOT STOP ME FEELING THIS PAIN
THE TEARS THAT I CRY ARE FROM MY HEART
MY DARLING WHY ARE WE SO VERY FAR APART

TIME WILL NEVER HEAL THE PAIN THAT I FEEL
LOSING MY CHILD STILL FEELS SO UNREAL
I AM HALF THE PERSON THAT I USED TO BE
I HAVE TO TRY AND HIDE IT SO OTHERS CANNOT SEE

THIS FEELING IS SO HARD TO TRY TO EXPRESS TO ANYONE
DO THEY EVEN UNDERSTAND THAT MY CHILD HAS GONE
I CANNOT MOVE ON FOR ME TIME STOOD SO STILL WITHOUT YOU
I FEEL SO LOST AND ALL ALONE I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO.........
copyright� Rosalind Roberts 2/11/09


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♥ A Heartbeat To Eternity ♥


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Your Loved One has now gone Home
Jesus was waiting and then said, "Come"
In this life we have no guarantee
There's only a heartbeat to Eternity.

It's difficult when our Loved Ones go
Leaving all they've known here below
We soon shall follow; it won't be long
Sorrows and tears, then, will be gone.

We must release our Loved Ones here
Grieve for awhile; then brush away the tear
From pain, your dear one is set free
For us, too, there's only a heartbeat to Eternity.
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Leona I. Miller

Joyce Tidy (GTS Friend) Tuesday afternoon

hello beautiful Angel,so precious.Have a nice week.Thank you so much for all your love and support.Godbless love always Halina xxx

Listen to Your Guardian Angel

When the sun comes out, that’s me telling you, “Good morning”.
When the wind blows, that’s me trying to get your attention.
When the rain pours, that’s me telling you “I miss you”.
When a thunderstorm happens, that’s me telling you, “That wasn’t a good idea.”
When twilight comes, that’s me telling you, “Good night”.
When the snow falls, that’s me telling you, “Everything is okay up here”.
I may not be there with you, but I’ll watch over you.
I may not be there to talk to you, but I’ll watch over you.

Listen to me.
Look for my signs.
For I am your guardian angel, I will watch over you with great care and love.



This poem was written by Jessie.sent with love by Halina xxx



Angel in Heaven

Angel in Heaven,
Can you hear me?
Can you see me?
If you can,
Please come and help me.

I need you here
I’m scared
You don’t have to do much,
I just need you to be near.
You don’t have to save me,
Just stay close.

I need your comfort,
I need soothing words.
I want to cry to you,
I want you to save me.
But that’s being selfish,
And I just want you near me.

Angel in Heaven,
Did you hear my prayer?
Did you decide already?

Angel in Heaven,
Even though I’m hurt,
I’ll still wait for you.
Even though I’m scared,
I’ll keep holding on.
Even if you don’t come,
I’ll never give up hope.

Angel in Heaven,
Thank you for trying.
Thank you for listening.
Thank you for everything you’ve done for me.
But it’s my time to go.
Thank you for my life,
And thank you for being there.

Angel in Heaven,
I have some great news!
I no longer have cuts or bruises,
I no longer have scars.
All I have now are,
A plain white dress,
A beautiful pair of wings,
And a smile on my face.

Angel in Heaven,
You taught me so much.
You gave me my freedom
And you gave me love.
Thank you Angel and everyone else too.
But the one I should really be thankful to,
Is you.

Angel,
I’m going to help people
Just as you helped me.
I’m going to give hope
To those who need me.

You’ve given me my happiness…

Thank you Angel.

This poem was written Mia S..
sent with love by Halina xxxxxxxxx

Halina A. And Her Angels (Soul Mate) Monday afternoon

MY FRIEND

I have a little Angel She way up in the sky ,
Ive told Her to watch over you ,She replied ok But why ?
I told Her i really love you , you mean so much To me ,She said Shell take much care of you , to How your life should be ,
So when you feel the warmth at night ,Shes Letting you know Shes near ,
Shes right beside where ever you go ,
Shell wipe away all your tears
Send this on to your special friends and family You really love !
Let them know you Love them
I JUST DID !!!!!!!!!!l LOVE DOT XXX

Dot Pallace (Friend) Monday morning

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Sometimes it's hard to understand,
To see the reason why,
Sometimes it's hard to find the words,
To say that last goodbye.

Sometimes it's hard to look ahead,
With eyes still filled with tears,
But all our cherished memories,
Will live on through the years.

And though there are no answers,
The questions still remain,
Sometimes we just can't comprehend,
Or understand the pain.

Sometimes it's hard to look beyond,
The rainclouds in the sky,
Though all our cherished memories,
Will stay as time goes by.

Sometimes when we close our eyes,
The only thing we see,
Are moments that are long gone by,
Of how things used to be.

Sometimes we need to just let go,
Let tears fall as they may,
Reliving cherished memories,
That never fade away.


THANKYOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU DO TO KEEP MY DAUGHTERS MEMORY ALIVE
LOTS OF LOVE ALWAYS SHARON & ANGEL STACEY XXX

Sharon Adopted Sister Of Tracey (Soul Mate) 5 days ago

YOU BELONG WITH ME.....

EVERY DAY GETS EVEN HARDER TO BARE
WHEN I LOOK AROUND AND YOU ARE NOT THERE
WHO SAID THAT IN TIME IT GETS EASY IT IS SUCH A LIE
THEY COULD NOT HAVE KNOWN WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO HAVE A CHILD DIE

I TRY TO LIVE ON THE MEMORIES THAT YOU LEFT BEHIND
FOR ME TO KEEP
SOME NIGHTS IT IS LIKE I AM GOING OUT OF MY MIND I CANNOT SLEEP
I AM SO TIRED OF HAVING TO PRETEND THAT ALL IS WELL
WHEN I AM STILL LIVING THIS NIGHMARE IT A LIVING HELL

JUST WHEN I THINK THAT NOTHING CAN HURT ME AGAIN
I REMEMBER JUST WHAT IT IS LIKE LIVING WITH THE PAIN
NEVER FOR A MOMENT WOULD I HAVE THOUGHT LIFE COULD GET SO BAD
I CANNOT GO ON EXPLAINING TO OTHERS WHY I FEEL SO SAD

IT IS SOME THING THAT HURTS SO DEEP INSIDE MY BROKEN HEART
NEVER REALLY UNDERSTANDING WHY WE HAVE TO BE APART
THE TEARS ARE ENDLESS THOSE I CANNOT SOME DAYS IT IS SO BAD I CANNOT SEE
I JUST WISH SO MUCH THAT YOU WERE STILL HERE BECAUSE YOU BELONG WITH ME......
copyright Rosalind Roberts 21/11/09

Broken Hearted Mum (Sister) 6 days ago

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I would like to thank everyone for all the candles, tributes & pictures that are left on Christopher's website they are all very much appreciated.


Tributes For Week Starting 23rd November



FOR MONDAY



The best and most beautiful
Things in the world cannot
Be seen or even touched.
They must be felt with the heart.


FOR TUESDAY


Gone yet not forgotten,
Although we are apart,
Your spirit lives within me,
Forever in my heart.


FOR WEDNESDAY


A gift for such a little while,
Your loss just seems so wrong,
You should not have left before us,
It’s with loved ones you belong.


FOR THURSDAY


Perhaps they are not
Stars in the sky,
But rather openings
Where our loved ones shine down
To let us know they are happy.



FOR FRIDAY


The Watcher

They always leaned to watch for us
Anxious if we were late,
In winter by the window,
In summer by the gate.

And though we mocked them tenderly
Who had such foolish care,
The long way home would seem more safe,
Because they waited there.

Their thoughts were all so full of us,
They never could forget,
And so I think that where they are
They must be watching yet.

Waiting ‘til we come home to them
Anxious if we are late
Watching from Heaven’s window
Leaning from Heaven’s gate.



FOR SATURDAY


As We Look Back


As we look back over time
We find ourselves wondering .....
Did we remember to thank you enough
For all you have done for us?

For all the times you were by our sides
To help and support us .....
To celebrate our successes
To understand our problems

And accept our defeats?
Or for teaching us by your example,
The value of hard work, good judgement,
Courage and integrity?

We wonder if we ever thanked you
For the sacrifices you made.
To let us have the very best?
And for the simple things

Like laughter, smiles and times we shared?
If we have forgotten to show our
Gratitude enough for all the things you did,
We're thanking you now.
And we are hoping you knew all along,
How much you meant to us.



FOR SUNDAY


To Those Whom I Love and Those Who Love Me


When I am gone, release me, let me go
I have so many things to see and do
You must not tie yourself to me with tears
Be happy that I have had so many years

I gave you my love, you can only guess
How much you gave me in happiness
I think you for the love each have shown
But now it is time I traveled on alone

So grieve a while for me, if grieve you must
Then let your grief be comforted by trust
It is only for a while that we must part
So bless the memoriss in your heart

I will not be far away, for life goes on
So if you need me, call and I will come
Though you can not see or touch me, I will be near
And if you listen with your heart, you will hear
All of my love around you soft and clear

Then, when you must come this way alone
I will greet you with a smile and a
"Welcome Home"


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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe (Friend) 6 days ago

A pair of wings and a sparkling halo is a sign of an angle from up above an angle can pass in to heaven so open your wings and follow on up through the gates of heaven

Sharon Clarke (Friend) 6 days ago

** Tranquil Thoughts **

Through the gentle breeze and the stormy seas
Your love comes flooding through
A sense of your surroundings
Letting us know that it is you
A heavenly sky with sparkling flames
Becomes visible in the skies
Appearing is your shadows
As you turned to wave goodbye
A mellow whisper in my ear
Thanking all for whats been done
And letting us know that youre ok
As you glide towards the sun
No matter what the outcome
No matter how much we cried
You're letting us know that your still here
It was only the body that died
For your memory holds no boundaries
Everyday it is kept alive
Its gives us warmth and energy
That encourages our days to thrive
Just keep on remembering me
In your shadows I'll walk with you
And guide you through your darkest hours
In everything you say or do
For absence cannot be changed for us
We accept what had to be done
We cannot change the wishes of God
If he wants you to be the one
When you reach the golden promised land
And the gates are open wide
It will be there you'll find great comfort
And your tears you'll try to hide
As you settle in your new found world
You'll send us a glittering prize
It will brighten up the darkest day
And bring a tear to our eyes
Thank you for your presence
And for all the memories too
You left this world something beautiful
It was the fact that we had you.


I would just like to say Thank you for all your candles, tributes & pics you leave for my Angel Doris, All your support is truly appreciated x x x

Joyce Tidy (GTS Friend) 6 days ago

♥Love Lives On♥

(Amanda Bradley)

♥Those we love
are never really lost to us -
we feel them
in so many special ways-
through friends
they always cared about
and dreams they left behind,
in beauty that they added to our days...
in words of wisdom we still carry with us
and memories that never will be gone...
Those we love are never really lost to us -
For everywhere their special love lives on♥

LOVE AS
ALWAYS
CLARE x

20TH NOVEMBER 2009



Angel in my heart I love you so
Angel in my heart I never wanted you to go
Angel in my heart guide me each day
Angel in my heart It's for you I pray
Angel in my heart remember this
Angel in my heart It's you I miss
Angel in my heart I want you to know
Angel in my heart I will always love you so.

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copyright ~ Jackie Thomas 2/07/09

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I WILL BE AWAY FROM TODAY , AS WE ARE OFF FOR THE WEEKEND TO CELEBRATE MY 50TH BIRTHDAY, WHICH IS ON MONDAY.... HOW SCARRY IS THAT? !! PLEASE WILLYOU KEEP DANIEL OUT OF THE DARK FOR ME, UNTIL I REURN.? THANK YOU IN ADVANCE. X X ☆
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